April 8, 2011
R: Dad do you remember before I was born?
R: Was everything the same?
Me: You weren't here, so it was different. We were lonely but we didn't know it.
R: Where was I?
Me: You weren't made yet.
R: Sometimes I think I remember.
Me: Before you were born?
R: Yeah. It just was like space or something.
Me: What did it feel like?
R: Sad. I didn't know anything. I didn't even know what to think. Maybe I was lonely. I don't know. It's complicated to think about. I remember things from a long time ago.
R: Did you ever travel to a high mountain before I was born?
R: I remember that. The stars were beautiful.
R: I saw a ghost in your room.
Me: What did it look like.
R: It was standing by your bed while you were sleeping. I was scared.
Me: Ghosts aren't real.
R: That one was.
R: Dad are you still there?
R: What are you doing.
R: I like all kinds of mammals.
Quiet. Then snoring.